Up And Running

Lil Miss TuTu is now up and running. I am already fiolling orders left and right! I am so excited about my new business venture!

I hope that everyone had a great mother's day! We had a nice wet and soggy day with my mother. The boys game me some beautiful candle sticks and a card, that Ryan opened for me as he was walking in the door. That is truely what makes it great. It was so nice to see how excited they were.

Making the move

There are so many things that I want to do. I want to start my own Photography studio, I want to move up at work, I want to be on stage, and now, (of all things) I want to open up an online store. I actually have started the later. "The Pink Tutu" is in the beginning stages. If I can't have a girl, I have to have a girly outage somehow. "The Pink Tutu" is a simple boutique for all those great things that make you little Princess be a princess.

Keep an eye out for more information!

At Weeks End

I sit here at my desk looking out the window at the cloudy Friday sky. It has been beautiful all week. Hayden and Ryan have been able to enjoy every bit of it at their nanna's house (my mom and dad). They went home with my parents last Sunday, after a day at Six Flags.

I call everyday, twice a day to check in with them. Not that they want to talk to me. Hayden tells me yesterday, "mom, can't talk now. We are working in the garden." Then he hangs up on me. I called back and Ryan told me he didn't want to come home because the dogs would miss him if he left.

Let's just say, when they are 5 and above, I figure I will never have another Summer or Spring break with them. They love it at my parents house. What kid wouldn't though? CHICKENS, COWS, DOGS, RABBITS, GOATS, 4 PONDS FOR FISHING, 4-WHEELERS, AND 30 ACRES ALL TO THEMSELVES.

They go out in the morning. Come in for lunch and head back outside. They come in as the sun is setting to take a bath, eat dinner, and go to bed.

I am so glad they will have that in their life. I think they will have the best of both worlds. A great city life here in Dallas and the country life in Oklahoma.

Crazy Tuesday

I never knew Tuesdays could be so crazy. I am so glad I took the day off.

Let me start by saying, Michael and a few of my customers complained because I was taking the day off just to take the boys to the dentist, especially since it wasnt until 1. Thank heavens I think things a little more thru than they do.

The morning started off bad because I had planned on sleeping in. Needless to say, that didn't happen. My body is now on that 5 am time clock. So I got up and got myself together, as well as a load of laundry washed and put away! Got the boys and Micheal up and off to work and school.

Now here is where we really go down hill. I had to make that miserable trip to the oral surgeons office. Needless to say, I have a great anxiety attack just before my consultation. Yes, I said consultation. Hate to see what is going to happen morning of surgery. I have to have all 4 wisdom teeth pulled as well as 3 others damaged during pregnancy. PLEASE PRAY! I have a feeling this will not go well. JUST MY THINKING! I know, put my big girl panties on!!!!

My next stop was a better one. I met with a friend for breakfast at IHOP. YA FOR PANCAKES!!!! I enjoy spending time with said friend!! We always have something to talk about!!! This particular breakfast conversation was trying to figure a way to work thru a few problems she is having. I have realized I am not as scatter brained as I thought. I think I was able to really help her out!

Now, here is where the day started to get really good, SURPRISINGLY!!!! Hayden and Ryan had a dentist appointment. Let me say I just knew this was going to be HORRIBLE!!!!!! My two little gentlemen walked into that office, sat next to me, and their visit was PERFECT!! They listened, they did not fight, they sat there perfectly for the dentist, and then we left just as quietly as we came!! I was so excited!

On the way home, they sat in their seats and talked with each other about what had just happened. It was the cutest thing ever!! Ryan has gotten to where he asks for Hayden's opinion or permission. I heard Ryan say "I was good at the dentist, right Hayden. Are you proud? " Hayden said"Yes you were. I am proud of you!"

I AM SO PROUD!

Finally Friday

Have you every thought about what it would be like if you said or did what was really on your mind? Would you choose one day and just release all of your TRUE thoughts and feelings? What would happen if you did?

I am a push over! I always have been. It has not been until here recently, that I have really thought about letting a few things out. With my husband, my boss (good luck with that one), the lady in the office that will not leave me alone, the car that cuts you off in traffic, and the dentist who tells you they just have to pull your wisdom teeth, even though they are not the problem!

But really, how do you go about doing it? If I think about what I should say, that would defeat the purpose because once again I probably not tell them exactly how I feel!! If I say what I really feel, I may end up divorced and looking for a new job with a very swollen mouth!!

Maybe this is the reason I was born with a very active conscious. I have gone for the past 27 years with a closed lip, maybe I should just keep it that way! But darn it, I sure would like to give it a try. At least for that one day!

Greatest Mommy Moment Ever

After 4 years as a mommy, I had my proudest moment last night. The boys (and Micheal) had their first t-ball practice!! I have never laughed so much in my life.
Imagine, 3 four year olds, 4 three year olds, 3 two year olds, and 4 fathers (with great patience, by the way) on this open field, with a bat, tons of balls, and a mound. I would like to say it started out organized but that would not be the truth. Is it possible to organize a group like this? I think not. If you know of a way, let me know!!

At one pint, Micheal was chasing a 2 year old across the field. Another day was taking care of a little one who had taken a ball to the forehead, and my Hayden picking flowers!

TGIF

After craving Einstein bros bagels for 2 weeks, I finally broke down for a bagel and coffee this morning! By the way, It is SOOOOO worth the calories!

We had our first t-ball meeting last night. Micheal is coaching the Diamondbacks. There are 4 four-year olds, 3 three-year olds, and 3 two year olds. Yeah, this mommy is not going to those practices!!!

I was asked last night if i was Hayden's sister. Sister!! I may enjoy that compliment in 10 years but I was kinda taken back. Is that how people see me when I am out with my boys, as their sister!~

Anyway, the parents all seem really great. We should have a great season. At least a really cute one!! I have now invested in Etergizer!!!

Stopping moment

The past few days have been a little upside down. Have you ever had that movie moment. The one where you are so happy with the greatest news in the world, while the split screen shows something that is going to change you life forever. That is what happened to me Tuesday evening.

I was standing in my kitchen, arguing with the boys to take their toys to their room when I received the call. A man named "Nashville Producer" name left out for reasons, was on the other end. Mr. Producer had heard my demo on my myspace page. After he finishes telling me I had a horrible demo, he proceeds to tell me I have one of the greatest vocals he has heard in awhile. We talked for several hours. Discussing the kind of artist I see myself as, the kind of music I want to sing, and what I am actually looking to do. I am jumping out of my skin. Do you know how long I have waited on a call like this? We leave our conversation with him sending me several cd of demo songs in hopes that together we will find something that fits me.

I have checked "Nashville Producer Man" out. I have called done everything but run a legal background check on this man. He is sooo real and sooo connected to many huge projects that have come out of Nashville.

Soon, Micheal got home and I gear up to tell him my great news. Now while I was on the phone, I failed to mention my phone beeped to let me know I have a text message. As I start to fill him in, I check my awaiting text.

Steph:"I got bad news 2day...I have a tumor n my leg and docs said there is no treatment." Stephanie has been battling cervical cancel for the past two years. They thought they got it all and it has come back with vengeance.

I immediately call Stephanie's mom. It was true. They are now trying to just keep her comfortable.

I am not sure what I will do without her in my life. She has been a great friend and is part of my family. Please keep her and her family in your prayers. Stephanie has a 9 year old little boys who is having a very hard time.

Literally

My 3 and 4 year old boys have been sick the past few days with a fever and cough. This morning, while I was getting the ready to leave the house, my 3 year old was laying in the floor watching cartoons. The Mucinex commercial came on. Ryan (age 3) says “mommy that is what is in my belly. Talking about the little green booger man in the commercial. I asked him where he heard that. Hayden (4 year old) states very proudly “I did”. I asked where he learned that. He pronounced so proudly “mom pay attention, the TV just told you!”

Photo Books

For the second time this week, I am at home with a sick baby. It is the most time I have spent at home in a year. I am catching up on my cleaning, laundry, and my photobook.

If you have not tried it yet, check it out at www.snapfish.com. It is the greatest thing ever.

Back Home

The sun is finally shining...and I am at a desk! That is about how it works. It feels like our little family constantly runs in circles.

We just got back from a trip to Arkansas. I am so glad we went home. I haven't been back since last April.

I got to see two wonderful people get married! Karen looked so beautiful. It was a great wedding. We aso got to meet Kensleigh. She is the most precious little girl ever! Luke and Robin have a lot to be proud of.

We spent the rest of our visit with the Wallers. I was so happy to see Stephanie. She is such an amazing woman.

I also quit enjoyed The OL' FEED HOUSE!

New Year, New Me!

Christmas was very good in our house this year! Hayden told us it was the bestest Christmas he every had! That means a lot!! At least to Micheal and I! I was so excited for the holidays to get here. Now I am quit glad they are over! We are going to stay home for at least the next month!

We spent several days at my mom and dads. I always love going there. There is no where to go, so you are stuck in peace and quiet! Mom takes care of the boys, so get to sleep in, she cooks (alot), and sitting out by the fire is amazing. Hayden always reminds us that we do not have stars in Dallas, only at Nana's house!

We had a good Christmas and New Years with them. I got to see both of my brothers. I always love seeing them. My sister and my two nephews were there. I wish I saw the boys more but some people never grow up. Sometimes it best just to shut up and listen, whether you like what you hear or not.

We are going to Arkansas in February. Karen and Scott are getting married. I can't wait to see everyone! Especially Karen and Stephanie! I have missed them both so much!! We plan on spending 3 or 4 days there!

Now, my thoughts! Scary I know!

I have always been a very reserved person. I tend to just take crap and hold it in forever. I get mad and never tell anyone! I get used and walked on alot! My New Years resolution is to be a new Mistie! I have had a few problems in the past couple of weeks that I am making myself address today! I have already set up my appointments with the appropriate people. Now I have to!

I am an adult. I have a husband and two wonderful children that I take care of on a daily basis. I work 2 jobs and run a very scheduled household. There is no reason I should take someone elses crap just because they are old enough to be my mother. It seems to me, others need to grow up!

Now, I am going to step off my box and get back to work!